Thread:Blalafoon/@comment-9154802-20140306005502

It was cold, very cold. It was so cold that you could shatter the planet with an ice pick. I cuddled with a blanket trying to stay warm as the carriage moved along. The coach asked, "What brings you to this planet?" I looked at the coach intently. "To become stronger.", I said. "Why do you want to become stronger?", asked the coach once more. I hesitated at the question, for it reminded me of my past. "It's because my pst reminds me of how pathetic I really am." My past...was not a pretty one. It would be more like one of Shakespeare's tragics, with each glimer of happiness being crushed by the dispair and pain that came soon after. I had just transferred to a new high school, the Galbaldian High School of Excellence. I was shy, introvert, and lonely, no one ever spoke to me. My parents had just died and my brother was busy running an empire, so I was all alone. Then he came, a glimmer of light in my depressing life, Xeon. He was lonely like me with hardly any friends. When he spoke to me for the first time, I grew extremely embarrassed. No one had ever spoken to me before, so it kind of shocked me. We chatted for a while everyday, sharing stories of our lives, and spoke of events soon to come. Then came the first kiss; my life seemed perfect now. We loved each other very much, and hang out often. With his help, I studied to become a professor at Universal University, the school from which my mother graduated. We planned out our futures maticulously, down to the end of our lives. I hoped to build a really strong family after everything had settled. I wasn't prepared for what was about to happen next. The point in which things started going wrong was the night of the Prom. Me and Xeon had gotten slightly drunk, drunk enough to make some bad decisions. I was more drunk than he was, so he drove me back to my house. When settled in to get comfortable, we started to kiss and tell how much we loved each other. One thing led to another and eventually led to us having sex. I woke up in the morning completely oblivious to what had happened that night. I remembered when I saw Xeon in my bathroom brushing his teeth. I looked at him, then looked at myself under the blanket, then looked back at Xeon. When I finally realized what we had done, I passed out from embarrassment. We brushed it off as a small mistake, but I had no idea that the mistake was far from over. As the weeks went by, I noticed that there was something wrong with me. I would often feel unbalanced, weak, and nauseous. I would bump into things, run to the bathroom to vomit, and fall over. I figured I was just sick and believed that it would go away eventually, but I was wrong. I learned the reason why I felt so unbalance after school physicals, I was pregnant. When I heard the nurse tell me this, I stumbled around shocked by the news. Most people would think that I was overreacting, but I was a sensitive girl, because just then, all of my hopes, dreams, plans for my future, were just shattered. I fell to my knees and cried. Most girls would be glad to get this news after they had settled into society with a husband and job, but I had none of that, because I was a sixteen year old high school girl. I wasn't ready to become a mom yet. When I told Xeon the news, he fell back into a chair, shocked. I could tell he wasn't ready either. He got up and held me close, telling me at the same time that we'll make it through this together. It took me forever to realize he was lying. Shortly after I gave birth to our daughter, he left to join the army. He didn't eve tell me in person. All I got was a note. I stumbled around the bedroom, in shock. He knew I wasn't ready to be a mom, let alone be a single mom. I broke down in tears. I felt as if my soul itself had been ripped from my body and crushed to dust. I couldn't take the heart ache. It was just too much, so I grabbed the katana mounted above our wardrobe and unsheathed it. I looked at it's blade. Believing this the only way out of my pain, I turned the sword to face me and impaled it through my chest. I fell to the floor. I watched a pool of blood grow around me. I heard a loud bang as my vision started to fade. I felt cold. Everything around me went dark. I decided this was it and closed my eyes. To my surprise, I later woke up in a hospital bed, seeing my next door neighbor, Tanks, standing over me crying. I looked at him and called his name. As he looked up at me and called my name, tears of joy ran down his face. He was glad that I was alive. I was later discharged from the hospital, and Tanks strolled me out. He took me home and helped me take care of Shion, my daughter, helped me with my studies, and got me therapeutic help to combat my depression. We eventually fell in love, got married, and had a son named, Tanks Jr.. I had no idea that Xeon believed I was waiting for him to return. It had been a few months since I gave birth to mine and Tanks' son. We went to the park one day to have a picnic when I heard some foot steps in the grass. I turned to see Xeon standing there, furious. He ran up and grabbed Tanks by the collar of his shirt and shoved him up against a tree. He shouted in Tanks' face, "Why are you with the woman I love?!" Tanks replied with, "Loved? You weren't there for her like I was, she tried to kill herself after you left! Do you have any idea what kind of state you left Felisha in? Do you?!", Tanks raised his hand to show Xeon the wedding ring. Xeon let go of Tanks in a state of shock. "So, this is how it is? Fine, I'm out of here.", and just like that, Xeon was gone, or so I thought. Shortly after that, I visited my grandmother's laboratory. While wondering around, I smelled something like lemonade. I looked down to my right and saw a flask full of yellow liquid. I smelled it and found that this was the source of the sweet lemony smell. So I drank all of it up. My grandmother saw this and looked at me funny. She said, "Oh boy, this ought to be interesting." I did not know what she meant until I woke up in the morning. I saw I had wolf ears and a bushy wolf tail. And being that my hair was white, my husband called me his "White Wolf". I giggled every time he said that. I had to get used to the enhanced senses from being half wolf too. We were at the mall, Shion was five, and Tanks Jr. was three. We were a happy family. My husband helped me get a job at the university and get a new house. Shion had started school, and Tanks Jr. was in Head-start. We had just left the one of the stores when I saw Xeon run up to us and start stabbing my husband. It was brutal, he easily overpowered my sweetheart. He just kept stabbing and stabbing and stabbing. I screamed and saw some of the Imperial Guard run over and take hold of Xeon. They subdued him and tried to do everything in their power to save my dying husband. Nothing worked, they declared him dead at the scene. My heart was shattered. The one man who truly loved was just murdered by my ex. When I got home with the kids, I immediately started to lose myself in alcohol. I cursed the world and wished that I could just die. One night, I decided to kill myself by over dosing on pills, but it didn't work. My wolf DNA had built up a strong resistance to drugs. Furious, I threw the bottle of alcohol at the mirror. It shattered and went everywhere. I fell to my knees and lost myself to a river of tears. I tired to keep a positive attitude for the children, but it wasn't working. They could tell I was depressed. I decided that in order to lighten my spirits, I should train in the ways of the samurai. "That's why I'm here, to become stronger. Strong enough to at least to protect the ones I love.", I told the coach. "You've really had it tough. I feel pity for you, ma'am.", replied the coach. "Don't call me 'ma'am', call me the White Wolf Samurai.", I told the coach as I stepped off the carriage. I had just arrived at my destination. "Okay, Shin-Ryu, you've eluded me long enough.", I said as I walked into the city.  